Unhappiness
Why did I let things get the best of me? I appear to be a tough person, yet my heart buises easily. I can get sad and hurt by the things that i have no control of. Why is that? Why would I let money and material things get the best of me. Let it destroyed my real purpose. I’m not in this world to make the most money. God didn’t put me in this world so that i can easily sell my car, get my new car, and have everything in my way. So why am i so unhappy over the things that God doesn’t intend it to be my purpose. My goal is to spread his kingdom and his word to the world. Yet i tend to get caught up with the world, and let my hearts be worry about the unworthy thing. Why can i be like tram, let life goes as god intended it. I’m over here worry about thing that i can’t change. I tend to looking for the “what if”. Of course, if things were to happen like the way we wanted, then why do we need god for. He is there for me, through small and big thing. I should put my treasure where the kingdom is, not where the money is. God will give me all that I needed, so why am i worry myself over these things. Oh lord, change my heart o lord. Renew my heart to where you want me to be lord. I don’t want to make my heart heavier to the thing that doesn’t derseved it god. God, help me with my faith about the uncertainty of life ahead of me lord. I know you are all i need to survive this world but somehow im still struggling with it. God, renew my heart!
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