When you point your fingure at someone, there are 3 fingures that point back at you

“You are not in love until or unless you love yourselves”–

That quote raised alot of questions that I’ve been asking myself. Am i capable of loving someone? Do I love myself? Why can I love myself? Why is that I focus so much on other people flaw when I have so many of my own? Why can I gentlely be happy for myself or for anyone for that matter? Why am i so competitve and why am i so jealous of other? Where is my heart? What’s really valuable to me?

Many questions that have been avoided because I can’t simply learn to accept me for who I am. Why is that? If god can love me, why can’t I love myself? I am a creation of him, i am an image of him. He put so much thoughts when he created me. Who am I to not love the work of the allmighty?

It’s time for me to make many observations about myself and learn to accept me for the good and the bad. I must find the source of all these bitters I bear within me. Time to be joyful, and I can’t doing so unless I learn to accept who I am and to love me for who i am. If i can’t love me, who can?

So let it starts.

I have to accept the fact that i’m not the popular girl, that i can’t just blending in, and that I can be shy at first. It’s okay, It’s okay to be shy.

~ by misstennis on March 2, 2009.